Louis' Life in Question - Reminiscing

2002-11-19T03:09:00.000-08:00

mmm hmmmm meteor shower so cool!!! I'm telling you, you're missing out if you didn't see it! lol

anyways...the best thing to do is to get out there, with a cup of hot choco and blankets and one of those comfy chairs...and someone....:( that would be the ultimate night...you and your .... lover....awww what a pity...that would be the best!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2002-11-19T01:55:00.000-08:00

Man, it has been a long time since I posted. It's just that, you know, again, I've been busy as always. Hmmm, nothing really interesting is happening right now. All I'm looking forward to is Thanksgiving break lol because I want to go watch some movies with my buddy Lindsay :( I never get to do anything with her :( But in winter, I promised her I would take her snowboarding!!! wahahahha, and we can fall down the Bunny Slopes together *Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee weeeeeee*

ahrem...got our chemistry test grades back...and let's just say my grade went from a 89 to a 86.5 ^_^ lol

It's been so depressing lately - life has no meaning for me right now. I feel like I'm stuck in a whirpool that never stops -__- It's like, my whole life revolves around academics. I have no fun in my life. Fine, I play games and I'm lazy but what is there to do? I can't drive, I cant do anything because of my parents since they think free time is equivalent to studying. I just cant wait until senior year, when I'm applying to universities...that will be the best moment of my life yet...then the next best moment will be when i get a girlfriend lol or graduate from university and getting a nice job and gettin DINERO...lots lots lots...

until then, im stuck in this f-ed up world of mine. So let me have my share of fun.

2002-11-13T16:54:00.000-08:00

R.I.P. Raymond Liu (11.13.84 - 11.10.02)

My Condolences to him, his family, and to all his friends.

I am pitiful for the family. I personally know his whole family, including Jeffrey Liu and his sister. We always met each other on Sundays when we played badminton since we have the same coach. Ray always used to be the quiet one. My mom instilled him as one of my role models because he had a bright future coming up for him because first, he was a great badminton player. Second, he was smart and he planned to go to Medical School. My mom and his mom would always talk about our futures. But now, he's gone. It is kind of scary if you come to think of it. I never really had a friend that I knew that died in my whole life. I passed by the accident, not knowing it was Ray's accident and I saw the car - it was ghastly. That scene has scarred my life as another fatal accident occurs. But this time, it was different - it was someone I knew. People don't realize how deadly something is until one of their loved ones have died. It is strange, and I wonder how life is going to be after this happening. Obviously, it will be different for everyone and the community.

I hope your ok Jeffrey. Keep on coming to San Gabriel to play badminton. Don't give up. I know its painful. However, I'm sure your brother loved you a lot and he wouldn't want you to give up. Keep going, you have a bright future. And remember, He'll be there by your side, forevermore.

As Cheryl Mak says in her words of grief :
"this is not how/ we thought it was supposed to be/ we had so many plans for u/we had so many dreams/ & now uve gone away/and left us w/ da memories of ur smile/ & nothing we can say/ & nothing we can do can take away da pain/da pain of losing u...

but we can cry w/ hope/ we can say goodbye w/ hope/ cuz we know our goodbye is not the end/& we can grieve w/ hope/ cuz we believe w/ hope/ theres a place where we'll see ur face again

wait with hope & we ache with hope we hold on with hope, we let go with hope"

Until we meet again Ray....

2002-11-07T00:15:00.000-08:00

HMMMMM IM HIGH !!!!!! WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE and i do not know why since I literally failed the easiest Ap Euro test i will ever take in my 10th grade life...:( ........now im gona have like an B-/C+ and i cant get an fukin A!!!! goddamn!!!! oh shi.z...i better not cuss anymore..too much cussing hte last post and it affected some ppl -_-..........................time to zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

2002-11-03T16:02:00.000-08:00

Wow, i had my share of fun this weekend.....yesterday was the FBLA car wash..which was , ahem, a success (i guess) ... hmm...washed about 10-20 cars and made about $80...hmmm...after that, went to eat at olive garden with brian...yummy...lalal..After the feast, i had to go back and do my stupid ass tutor hw which i didnt finish,which led to a bitching, which led to another bitching from my parents...life is fucking gay i tell you...

anyways, get to skip volunteerin today because i had to do spanish vid project...came back around 1:30 and i've been just chilling until now...huh...life is just so shitty now..i cant wait until i get a car and when i get out of high school...damn...that would be the best...no f-ing parents, no f-ing rules, no f-ing bitching, no f-ing parents again, no-fing rules again (u get the point) ahhhhhh.....sometimes i just want to escape from my home and just be in a cubicle, no one to bitch me...parents dont understand our needs. they just care about grades..sometimes i think my parents dont even care about me, just my grades...i mean...shit, i get an A+ and they dont do shit and when i get like B, they just have to fulfill the need to bitch me and tell me that im a dumbass and then degrade me more and more and then tell me to study harder... i dont say anything because i've had enough - i tried a million times but they will never understand...now i just be quiet and ignore their bitching, but it still pisses me off. Why cant my parents just let it be...Every little problem that i do they have to bitch about it...for ex, the other day i bumped into my mom going into my room, i didnt even notice that until yesterday when my parents and i were having a "talk" and my dad brought it up and he told me about it..and i go like WTF?!?! its just an accident, i mean SHIT, do you care about every single little fucking thing i do?! god damn i just wanted to like fucking run away from them omg...fuck and one more thing...my fucking dumbass parents think i have a girlfriend JUST BECAUSE a girl calls me...i mean..are they that fucking dumb? shit is it wrong for a girl to call a boy? god damn and they say they are smart - my ass they are "OMG WHY DO U HAVE A GIRLFRIEND!??!?!" WAT THE FUCK IS THIS - I just talk to her -shit!..., bitching is their job - the day they stop bitching about my grades or about the unneccessary shit is the day when im actually happy.

2002-10-31T19:30:00.000-08:00

Happy Halloween!!! Dayam...passing out the endless goodies to the endless little ppl is so coool!!!

anyways, no hw today and hmm, im just chilling with the goods and listening to music ^_-
as you can see, i haven't been updating as much as i was before...it's just...been so busy with school and school and ....schoool!! my life is schoooool, for now...at least on the weekdays ^_^ on the weekends, i go all out and do everything except hw hehe...

wells, i think im gona go now and relax more ...its pretty rare to have a free day to do nothing hehe..aite

song - The starting line - up and go

2002-10-29T00:43:00.000-08:00

to the ones that look down upon themselves and see the realm of oblivion....

No matter what you do, you will always succeed in my eyes. No matter where you go, you'll always be here in my life. No matter what you think, you'll always be right in my eyes. No matter what you are, I'll always be here for you. Now go on, for it does not matter what you do in life - it matters only in what you gain in life. Live till' you die for there ain't no more. Make life worth it for you and I.

2002-10-26T14:42:00.000-07:00

srry for not updating this whole week..i've been so busy...and too lazi to update u know? so, back to my weeek...

nothing really happened this week...as usual...had tests/quizzes galore but did preti well on most of them so im preti much happi now....but im gettin the crappiest grades i've ever gotten...so i have to prepare for a bitch-a-lot lecture from my parents...lets see wat else there was...oh yea, yesterday was the st judes bi-monthly general meeting lol...this was the first meeting ever that there were more than 30+ people..lol anyways...when i showed up, there was already this huge ass troy group...jacob chi, justin choi, andrew wu, scott, reena, teresa, susan, more more...man we were the hugest group lol anyways, it was actually semi-interesting because we had to screw up someone and make them a halloween costume (thx scott for letting us screw u up lol)...after that, had stupid boring tutor, and came back and just chilled....

right now, im doing nothing lol..im so lazi, i havent done anything since i woke up except eat, drink, watch tv, play cstrike, download music...DAMN im so freaking naughty ..o well -__-

i stare at you and i wonder why i do. is it an infatuation that i possess? but the more i dream of you, the more i realize...that i'll never succeed...maybe it's because of me...or maybe it's just the way it is...so , let me say, good-bye to you

2002-10-20T10:47:00.000-07:00

Oh man, homecoming was nice and fun!!! haha at the beginning it was scary because brian and i had with our dates had to escape the wrath of brian's mom lolol....after that, we went in hmmmm, took group pics....jacked all my money hehe, jk jk...and we ate cookies ahahhaha, our dates jacked a bag-ful of them afterwards and we danced...:)...i actually danced in my whole life............................blah :P it was nice and crazy haha...........sad part was that there were only about 3-4 slow dances when we were there...then jess and stacy had to leave 30 min earlier and there were 2-3 more slow dances!! shiz!!! srry for u brian :(

so hmm, came back around 11:45...i was dead tired....just sat on my bed and thought about the crzy nite i just had....wonder if i will ever have that much fun....probably the next time i wil have this much fun is not this sophomore year....maybe in november :) aite..........i will talk more of this homecoming later on........................byebye!

2002-10-17T20:30:00.000-07:00

Hm....about two more days until Homecoming!! w000t....im kind of excited and not..first i am because i get to see my walnut high buddies again hehe...sup jess & stacy! hmmmm and im kind of scared because that is human nature and uh...i got this weird feeling of unhappiness....is that like superstition ...whatever it is...i hope this night turns out well...and planned. so hmm...my cousin coming back tomorrow and he prob gona take me and brian to hc...hopefully becuz i dont want my mom to take us ..its gona be hell and weird....lets see what else happened...nothing~ puahahaha damn im so bored right now..finished hw..tried to study - but unsuccessful hehe..so i guess i'll try to update my massive joint bloggie [ its freaking nice =) well..not rite now becuz im too lazi to do html..but check it out yo at zelibe.phonatix.com , p.s. zelibe = zestylibertyOfbeans hehe ] its a joint blog of me, frank, and brian..w00t its gona be the best of the best quality. so watch out for it, updates coming very soon!

hmmm and i felt like adding my own song list...its gona be freaking long..but hey, its the songs i listen to[and most are preti old] so if u dont like, screw u ? haha jk jk

1TYM - Falling In Love
Avril Lavigne - Complicated
Ayumi Hamasaki - WHATEVER "Ferry 'System F
Blink 182 - Girl At The Rock Show
Center Stage - Ruff Endz - If I Was the One
Darude vs. Robert Miles - Children Of The Sandstorm
Edison Chen - I Love You
FFX - Suteki da ne
Hikaru Utada - Simple And Clean
Jimmy Eat World - Sweetness (new version good)
Kai - Say You'll Stay
Kelly Clarkson - A Moment Like This
Korean Mix-1Tym,Yoo Seung Jun,Turbo, ShinHwa, KimHyunJun
Leon Lai ft. 1tym - Mi II Chinese Theme Song
LFO - Every Other Time
LMNT - Hey Juliet
Mariah Carey - One Sweet Day; Mariah Carey & Boyz II Men
Michelle Branch - Goodbye to You
N'Sync - Falling
Nobodys Angel - I Think I'm Falling In Love Wi
One Voice - Here I Go (Techno remix)
Paulina Rubio - Don't Say Goodbye
Pink - Just like a pill
Promo Only - Only Time - (Pop Radio Remix) Enya
Puddle Of Mudd - She Hates Me
Puff Daddy & Faith feat. 112 - I'll Be Missing You
Puff Daddy & Faith Hill - Every Breath You Take
Punk Cover - A New Found Glory - My Heart Will Go On (Titanic)
Seo Taiji - Jinusean,1Tym - Taiji Mix
Sister Hazel - Change Your Mind
Slum Village - Tell Me Feat. D'Angelo
Starting Line, The - Three's A Charm
Tension - Our Story
The Starting Line - Best Of Me
The Starting Line - Drama of Summer (3)
The Starting Line - Thanks, You're The Best
System F - Ferry Corsten - Gouryella - Walhalla (original mix)
Télépopmusik - Breathe
Westlife - When You're Looking Like That

<39 tracks in playlist, average track length: 4:23
Playlist length: 2 hours 51 minutes 26 seconds>

2002-10-14T22:24:00.000-07:00

Oh man, craziness....created another blog with Brian Wung my buddy...visit it at http://www.libertyofbeans.blogspot.com ^_^ very cool hehe...anyways, i will always update this stie as usual hehe....well g2g study for comp sci and trig :( byeeeeee............

2002-10-13T12:37:00.000-07:00

Hmm well, its almost 1pm and Im beginning the dreadful countdown to hospital volunteering :) Anyways, Frank and I created a joint-blog out of boredom so uh, visit there, but visit here more often ^_^

Joint Blog(Frank and Louis) http://www.zestyliberty.blogspot.com

Louis's Blog http://www.reminiscing.blogspot.com

2002-10-12T11:26:00.000-07:00

Just the other day...well actually, just yesterday lol, i was talkin to one of my friends and the question of "What is love?" came up.....we started talking about it but neither of us could come up with words to describe the intensity, feelings, and the emotions that are experienced in the quest of love. It is true that love cant be described in words because if it could be described then not everyone would have the chance to experience it...love is like natural phenomen...its in your mind and you think angels are flying around your head , etc. Now here is MY opinion on when you love someone...

I think when you love someone, you can't stop thinking about them. When you look at him/her you just can't stop, you know? Also, i think that love can be grown out of a hate relationship. I know this is not JUST about love, but im going to talk about everything related to love. Also, when you love someone, your stomach becomes queezy and you start acting weird ( by experience). As for me, I only had one love-like-relationship so far...it was preti gruesome since I messed up ...a lot...and i regretted that. But ppl would think that my girlfriend was hot and all that, right? No, that wasnt the case for me. Ppl used to ask me, why her? because they thought she wasnt that pretty. But for me, she was. I came to grow to love her regardless of what others thought. Fine, she wasnt pretti, according to people, but so what? It's not like your going to have a bad relationship just because someone is not pretty. She is pretty in her own way, and i liked that. We had our own moments and everyone was happy. That is what counts - happiness of love. Now what im trying to say is that love can grow, to infinite it seems. So remember, love is not looks. Do not say " i love [her/him]" becuase of their looks. Instead take a look at the person and ask "Am i Happy? Am i comfortable with this person? " Now it may be that I'm definitely wrong, but if i am, then no one is right, as well. Love is mystery.

2002-10-11T23:02:00.000-07:00

Oh many, this week was crazy...had chem test, euro test, spanish test, and trig test!!! freaking crzy!!! and because of this, i did ABSOLUTELY NOTHING today hehe...came back from school, ate, sat around and watched tv, went to eat at sizzlers, then came back and went online and download 20 songs lol...anyways...

HOMECOMING IS IN 8 DAYS....WOOOHOO uhm other than that...i really have nothing else to say...my life has been boring....srry to my faithful readers

2002-10-05T23:19:00.000-07:00

ahhhhhhhh today was a "mood-swing" day :)
first off, let me say i spent around $520 when i went to the mall today hehe....dont ask lol..just bought my suit and some normal clothes..but yea, i guess im a person who likes to save money lolol...anyways.....adfter i came back from shopping, had math tutor :0 the worse. the teacher put me down AGAIN....o wellz - i guess im stupid...then after that, jess called me and we talked like forever...becuz brian was eatin his dumdum dinner wit his talking relatives lol....ahhhck and now im tired! should have talked more hehe

lesson of the day FROm the only and one jess......Hakuna Matata - NO Wrries!

2002-10-05T00:07:00.000-07:00

Hmmm...i should try to update at least once a day huh...some of my readers..ahem friends....are getting mad at me since i dont update as much as i did in the past lolol...anyways....today was a great day ....for jeff :) :) :) hehe...u better go dude...and ur date better go or else smack downs will be giving randomly -__- 14 more days till homecoming!!! yaaay yaaay but first, i have freaking chem euro trig, EVERYTHHING TESTS eeer!! i hate that!!! :( o well, its becuz i go to troy, DUH. ok ok...im kinda tired rite now...been playing since 8 hehe...ahhhhh thats the life...im gona go play more now hehe...or sleep....pffft yea rite! its friday !!! well saturday..but u know wat i mean hehehe...k k byeeeeeeeeeee

2002-10-02T17:50:00.000-07:00

Hey my faithful readers! Its me hehehe.....wwowoo i havent updated in the longest time huh...srry guys/girls :) anyways, i finished my hw!!!! just right now!!!! OH YEA im too good yea?!??! man this is a world record for me =X hehee...anyways...its been cold lately -__- and uh yea, im too happi.. yaaay yaay yaaa now today is a wonderful day, lindsay! puahhahahah SMALLVILLE rocked...omg....if u didnt watch it... oh my..im gona smack you..it was sooooo amazing that i cant even describe it in words yo..!!!! watch it!!! i need to do download -__- and enjoy more muahahahahah...ok ok..im gona go now and chill :) i dont know wat im gona do..but prob tv, sleep, or games ahhahaa k k i will update more later today becuz im gona be hella bored........

2002-09-27T23:05:00.000-07:00

hmmmm all i have to say is fu*k.....i dont think im gona survive anymore....not this yer.....last year was ok...but im already seriously, literally failing all....ALL my classes......except for bowling and spanish hehe ^^...
anyways im freaking tired right now.........so uh, tomorrow i will blogg(s) massively yo!! hehehe

2002-09-23T19:24:00.000-07:00

ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS : Just do IT....lol

Brian - goood crap this year man...
Jeff - dude go away until u get the goods foool
Andrew - too bad for you
Lindsay - dont be too curious...
Jaclyn - oh man, i know u like him....
Cheryl - LC Alliance forever! :)
Jessica - yaaaaay 19 so days left!! till the goods!
Stacy - heeeeey i wish i could call u but i dont got a number -___-
Greg - sry about the profles and the excrutiating pain i've caused u in the last lifetime, NOT...lolol jk jk
Frank - dude u gota calm down ur hormones
Brian Hwang - u gota calm down ur attitude
Larry - u too, u got some problems larry
Jo (gary) - cows. that is all.
Patrick - sup patty - rock dem girls ^_^
Sun - my cheerful euro buddy ^^
Kester - dont touch me
Shohil - ahahaha ur on ur own now biatch!
James C - dude talk to some guys yo
Jacob Chi - U got the goods?!?!?!
James - one word - horny
Rishi - dont be gay now
Robert - dont be gay too wit rishi...
Daniel - i know who u like
Philip - brian and i are gona own everyone...except that damn junior national :)
Ray - brian owns u
Paul - stop sleeping in this class
Sam - stay wit me online and wake me up u fool!
thomas - stop pimping
steven - ur dum, but smart
etc....more more more

As YOu can seee..i basically made a shout-out blog today since I am so bored rite now!....BORED TO DEATH and i dont wanna do ap euro or english hw ^^ i have to read 30-35 pages of euro lolol and read 100 pages of huck finn...damn im procrastinating again...as always haha...aite gota go now..i relieved my boredom and killed lots of time :)

2002-09-22T09:49:00.000-07:00

Ahhh, yesterday was the Badminton US Open... $30,000 open purse....HOW PITIFUL.....those players should be getting more than those damn tennis players....freaking tennis players...they think badminton all crap because it has a bird and it is not played outside...pfft...u tennis players dont know anything....anyways....all i have to say about the open is....HOLY CRAP...it was too good...mens doubles....freaking A.....wish i was like them....lets just say if i played with them...the game would end in maximum 30 seconds..... :)

2002-09-20T23:44:00.000-07:00

do i have to repeat myself? Life is crap right now....the only "semi-happy" news is HOMECOMING...but that is another 20 days, not including weekends (props to Jessica F. ;) ;) ;) hehe)...anyways, I havent asked anyone yet and im preti sure everyone would say "rejection" in my face....so yea..i have been tired so much lately.....yesterday i supposedly "took a nap" but ended up falling asleep until i woke up at 6 in the morning..lol..then i did my trig hw in 3-4 minutes...lolol...

ahhh. back to homecoming...
I kind of dont want to go, but then i gota or else...u wont know..but yea i just have to go, even wit no date ....and then im gona be sad, just sittin there while everyone is dancing wit their partner............ahhh thats the life....

to more "exciting news"...
tomorrow is badminton us open!!!! not that anyone cares since its degraded as a "gay" sport..ppl are just sayin that becuz they dont even know how to hold the racquet and crap...esp those damn cocky tennis players.....ahem...anyways, im gona go wit brian and cheer on our coach (Alex liang...) if he ever makes it to the finals lolol...well thats it for today....same ol same boring crap to talk about heheh...late late

2002-09-18T21:46:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile since I really actually "blogged." So here it is....

Life at Troy is....SHIT right now...im very sorry for that vulgarizing term, but it is true ...for my situation because I am literally failing all my classes....I failed my euro test , my trig test( that was just a shame for me...this is the first time i actually got lower than the average...that is....shit....srry again)...my comp sci test....w00t so yea, i failed basically everything....I ask myself, "Will I survive?" Im seriously going to die since i think about my grades 24/7, even when im playing and just relaxing for a few minutes...i feel guilty and i say to myself "i should study..." but i cant...its like....the 4th week of school and im already goin crzy?!??!! i mean, wtf is this! I go TROY HIGH ....jesus christ....life would be much more easier if i went to that school named Diamond Bar.....near my house..about 3 minutes from my house...?!!!.....

I guess that is it..i needed to get that out of my system.....it probably doesnt make any sense at all...but it does to me so that is what counts....now i gota resume my torturous night.....later later...
btw, i will ATTEMPT to blog everyday from now on...if i do not, it just means i was either too lazy, too tired, or i just had no time.... ;) "keep it real" lol

2002-09-16T19:15:00.000-07:00

hmmm very interesting...

2002-09-10T23:20:00.000-07:00

*RIP to the ones that died on September 11, 2001 (aka 9-11 event) and to the considered heroes that saved the few, yet valuable lives of the lost in the fallen World Trade Centers.*

NOW, moving on to other things...
today was...boring...as usual....well....im gona end it right here since I have to START to read Ap Euro and do this stupid program for Comp Sci...so today im gona put some weird stuff -.x as always

To sum up Brian Wung's life, these words describe him fully:
public static void main(String args[]) {
//World.readWorld("first.wld")
World.setDelay(50);
World.setVisible(true);

SampleTest s = new SampleTest();
s.task();

To sum up MY life...it would be : 1+1=2 (see the difference between me and him...if u know, tell me, and i will give u something coOol ^_^

now, to patrick....this is patrick's life:

snoozyberry(Patrick): dude i didnt do todays hw right
kIcK jaC 4 dUe(Me, Louis): lol
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: and?
snoozyberry: thats it
snoozyberry: haha
snoozyberry: who cares
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: lol

2002-09-09T21:11:00.000-07:00

So, school has started again, new week, new chapter of life...how pitiful.

well, nothing happened at school today except the usual - chaos, beatdowns by girls, and of course, the traditional dissing of everyone...

there is a controversy ....started by the infamous brian wung and his friend...it has made lots of ppl chaotic... =)

larry, calm down, take a deep breath, its all gona go away

im now in bowling, stuck with kester wu and shohil, i gota learn the "4-step approach" to bowling, .......how gay.

2002-09-06T22:03:00.000-07:00

Ok, first off, srry people I haven't updated as much because as all of you might know, I go to Troy aka Nerd School. Second, I changed my schedules about three times now...Im trying to change it as much as possible before the last week ^_^ (jk jk hehe)....here is my final(hopefully) schedule:

0-English 2 Honors - Hinman
1-Trig Honors - Rodriguez
2-Bowling - Justice(Wtf)
3-Ap Comp Sci - Wittry
4-Ap Euro - Madrid
5-Chem Honors - Regli
6-Spanish 2 - Johnson(worst class of the day because its filled with gays)

-This week has been complete crap. Something bad happened =( but im not saying anything -.-
-That stress thing is coming back to me...its like my head is going to explode...but I can survive.....well i think i can...

2002-08-30T20:46:00.000-07:00

so it's the second day of school...phew, survived....about 280-290 days of hell....and 240-250 more days until AP exams w00t...just cant wait ;)...anyways, im just chilling right now after 2 hectic days of troy..lets see what i got to do...memorize all these spanish words omg....forgot everything lol...then i got to do these stupid math problems....with chemistry ws...rofl, so stupid....and then THE WORST is....english essay due on tuesday.! omg! wat is this...this is like abuse...

lets see................
-freshman are now midgets....
-patrick still has the summer-style look
-brian's bro is attending
-josh lee's bro is attending
-gays are attending (jk jk lol)
-my schedule is screwed....for now..
-madrid r0x0rz, but the class sux0rz
-wt training is scary, only us 4 azns...shiz...are we gona survive or wat?
-chemistry teacher is out of it
-mr. scott is too hyper(gayish)
-spanish is scary now...its lame..LAME johnson
-i got hin-man fo' english
-ap comp sci is screwed, im actually sitting in front of the class WITH brian wung..the infamous dumarse..but ap comp sci is exception for him..(this is his expertise)

P.S. lol...some freshman accidentaly bumped into my back or backpack and i turned around and he was like.."oh im so sorry..." lol...!!! u freshman..dont wry, i wont beat u ppl up unless u know wat....;)

2002-08-29T21:15:00.000-07:00

OMG, TROY HIGH can just....*beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep* i hate it!

we get all this crap hw to do ...ON THE FIRST DAY...omg im pissed

im seriously gona die this year...ap euro, ap comp sci, chem IB, omg.....do i need to go on ?!!?!! well., wish the best of luck to everyone ....dont fail like me...

2002-08-28T21:50:00.000-07:00

Well well....summer has "officialy" ended and I felt like I just spoiled myself into this sense of fun....I mean, I have to be prepping for the endless nights of homework and agony...and no sleep !! x_X Ahhhh, anyways///

Let's see what I did today...
1-Woke up, ate, watched Mtv
2-Counterstrike and Priston Tale
3-Surfed the internet (gaming news, download music, aim)
4-Sizzlers for lunch (yummy)
5-Sam's club ( semi-school shopping )
6-Counterstrike
7-Prepped for school
8-Study Chemistry, Study Alg2
9-AIM
10-sleep (in about....10-30 minutes :)

well boys and girls, this was how I spent my last day of summer......pretty good huh? well....another school year has been casted upon me and I have to take measures for myself in order to not fail my classes :) so therefore, i will try to avoid the internet at all costs..or probably just minimize my internet-usage time to about 30minutes-1hr each day =P if you see me online for more than 1 hr, yell at me to get off or even further, call me and if i dont answer, come to my house lol and force me to go off =P im that serious ...well, im off to bed everyone and uh....to those who still have summer....LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST !!! (by playing everyday nonstop...lol)

byeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

2002-08-28T15:22:00.000-07:00

-Ordinary conversation between my hornet friend-

hornet4134: yo punk
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: yo weenie
hornet4134: fine....were even
hornet4134: no....
hornet4134: i win
hornet4134: haha
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: ur gay
hornet4134: ur faggy
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: ur dickish
hornet4134: ur a faggy fag
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: ur gaggy gay
hornet4134: ur gonna make me gag
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: wit my beep
hornet4134: what does that mean?
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: wat are u
hornet4134: smarter than u
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: straighter than u
hornet4134: haha
hornet4134: u wish
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: no u wish
hornet4134: yea rite
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: i know i am rite
hornet4134: nope
hornet4134: ur wrong as always
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: ur gay as always
hornet4134: quite you
hornet4134: punkass
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: punk bitch
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: why u so mean to me now u dick
hornet4134: cuz ur my bitch
hornet4134: haha
hornet4134: j/k
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: rofl gay
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: 5 good reasons why summer started:
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: 1-no greg
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: 2-no greg gay
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: 3-no greg dick
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: 4-no greg punk
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: 5-no greg. period. at all.
kIcK jaC 4 dUe: lol
hornet4134: hahaha
hornet4134: funny
hornet4134: same thing for me except its Louise
hornet4134: louis

2002-08-27T20:52:00.000-07:00

Countdown to hell:::2days:::

Well well...almost time to school and I'm in such agony...It's like I kind of want to go to school and I kind of don't want to go to school because first of all, I won't be as bored as I was in the summer and I get to see my friends and you know, the girls. But then, I have homework and tests and all this crap with Troy. Anyways, life is life so I got to move on ...yup yup// I just can't wait until I get out of high school and go into college. It is sort of like freedom since I would be able to drive and I can actually "customize" my own life with my own times and days of classes I want...man...thinking about that just makes me jealous....I would be able to play all day and study all day (yeah rite) whenver I want to and wherever I want to without worrying about curfew or my parents yelling at me for no particular reaon. Ahh, life would be "decent" then...but for now, life is hell on earth.

2002-08-25T21:53:00.000-07:00

Summer has ended, and life has started in its ::downfall::.....what a pity.

Let us recap on my main events of the summer:

1-Sleep
2-Summer school (hell)
3-Counterstrike
4-Badminton
5-Priston Tale (obsessive)
6-Being depressed of going back to school now
7-Getting mad at my screwed-up schedule and how I got classes that I didn't even sign up for...

Countdown to hell:::4days:::

P.S. Brian is curious.
P.S. Jeffrey-Dont look too hard. She is right there, waiting for you.
P.S. Our goal has changed. Find out on the first day of school.
P.S. And Larry is gay. and Andrew, dont even try.
P.S. Jaclyn-you grew tall huh
P.S. Lindsay-my enlightener
P.S. Cheryl-Harrison Ford is yuck.
P.S. And to the others - Prepare for a change of a lifetime.
P.S. And Brian, I have no selection....yet.

2002-08-24T19:18:00.000-07:00

sry pplz I havent updated as much but yea, im just worrying and living life to its fullest before i go back to hell again ;) aka TROY HIGH (uggh). So yea, school starts on thursday for us nerds hmm..my schedule is preti screwed up because im in classes that I didnt even sign up for lol. damn troy, isnt it a technology school? i mean, they should have NO mistakes WHATSOEVER...ahh watever, they dumb so i dont care..........

btw, the reason why i didnt update as much is because of stupid addicting Priston Tale ;) ask me if u want to know lol

yea went to watch signs wit brian and jessica and stacy, HI! my new friends!!! weeeeeeee that happened like last week haha.......

yea im preti bored and depressed rite now -.- latez

2002-08-16T10:06:00.000-07:00

weeeeeeee Ok, today is another one of those torturing days........i just realized i have to do 4 packets of SAT only MATH packets...and you know...they are hell and its gona take me 2-3 hrs since my teacher told me i have to the times in 10-min intervals...so i cant bs :(...........anyways, my mom is yelling at me so i have to go now...

2002-08-14T10:36:00.000-07:00

Welcome back, Brian ! Was Alaska chilly ? Did you chill there?! (ahahaha...ok , lame joke) It's good having you back so now we can play badminton EVERYDAY UNTIL SCHOOL STARTS PUAHAHHAAH CRZY ASS MOFOs

2002-08-13T17:19:00.000-07:00

Death is inevitable. We all know that, but do we know what it is like to experience death? Do we know what it feels like, when we are about to transcend above reality and go to the heavens we truly believe in? What if....What IF there were no heavens? What if, after we die, it is like a dream...a dream no one can change....a dream that lasts evermore...? So let us hope that we have pleasant dreams for then we will be stuck in happiness forever until the day when we live again.

2002-08-12T19:40:00.000-07:00

upped alex's findapix profile . that is all i have to say.

2002-08-12T15:18:00.000-07:00

ok havent updated in a while, but im too busy trying to find something "fun" to do..so hmmm help me...hehe..

its not that boring since i met a new friend weeeeeee hey jessica!

dont wry brian, i didnt say anything . my lips are sealed. ask jessica if you dont believe me, hmph !

2002-08-08T16:16:00.000-07:00

DID YOU KNOW THERE WAS PEPSI "BLUE"....FREAKING COOOL...YUMMY...ALTHOUGH IT SEEMS MORE CARBONATED, BUT WHO GIVES, PEPSI ROCKS COKE PUAHAA

w00t no more summer school !!! summer school over, 3 more weeks of immortality, failed my finals, DAMN LIFE IS GOOD !!!

2002-08-05T23:02:00.000-07:00

Well, here I am, wasting my time by doing useless crap and blogging =P !!! ahha I have four more assignments to do..w00t w00t, but then i have to study....shiz i dont feel like doing anything now. i wanna drop this class so i can play all day till i drop dead !!! anyways, gota get bak to attempting to finish my studies...aite late late

2002-08-04T22:02:00.000-07:00

Oh Crapness!!! I almost forgot...............

IT'S CHERYL MAK'S BIRTHDAY!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL MAK !!!! joy joy joy hehe

and cheryl, dont think i forgot about ur present. just wait for august 22 and u'll get it. =)P

2002-08-04T21:59:00.000-07:00

sorry I havent updated my blog...it has been so confusing lately and I'm tired from this college summer school bs...I have three more days! Monday-Wednesday And then I get about three weeks of "pleasure"...except I have tutors and stuff..but that is just like 6 hrs per week...so its all good..anyways...these three days are gona be hell because I have a test on tuesday and then I have a FINAL on wednesday...so gay , those damn colleges...and I didnt even do the hw for college algebra and I have like 15 assignments!!! and they all due tuesday!!! NoOOoOo

Alright, i Just came back from Badminton and yea, ate , dropped off brian and his bro and stuff,,,time to study eh ? NOT, counterstrike muahahah

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2002-08-01T22:55:00.000-07:00

W00t, today was Dale Carnegie graduation...it was preti cool...got to express my feelings toward my parents...it was all good..fun to lol, wit jeff and brian ahahha.. "the brotherhood" yea?

2002-07-28T21:58:00.000-07:00

I get to see HER tomorrow !!!!! puahahhaahaah

P.S. Cheryl Mak's bday is coming up. Better congratz her or i beat u up ! hehe

2002-07-27T20:42:00.000-07:00

Ahh, so the day went well..unusually..=) Yup yup, woke up around 9am, ate, went on computer, played a lil' UT, and did some trig hw (one problem only lol) anyways, I had to make up a class of Dale Carneige today..I thought it would be torturing....but there is this krn grl from my other class and she is.........X_O very pretti...yea, and she is korean too....geez almost all the grls i look or like are 90% korean...so who is that lucky 10% =) thats for me to know and you to find out :) ok so her name is Annie (the grl in Dale Carneige) and she sat behind me and I felt really bad becuz when I arrived to class, she was like "hey louis!! Your my bestest friend!" and i felt so..fuzzy and warm and cool , but my face didnt show it because I was mad before because I was in a fight with my mom =(...so i was like..NooOoOoOoO inside my head...but later on, while we were doing "example presentations", we had to turn around to the person behind of us..and i had this grl partner, which was beside annie..and i looked at annie like this >.~ and she was like =) and ~.< =P after that...wowowoowowow i felt .... regenerized...so yea..the class went well and yea, Im actually loooking forward to it.....and *coughs coughs* to her.....=P

2002-07-23T19:41:00.000-07:00

Oh my - I am godly tired -.- phew I just spent 4hrs and 30 minutes in some "Math Lab" aka Hell's house. lala, anyways that krn grl was there...she was looking for a seat with her friend..and i was just hope she would take those seat(s) just next to me, near computers.... =) but nah, she didnt and im glad she didnt or else i wouldnt be able to do any hw =P So hmm...summer's been fine and Dale Carneige is awesome now....I cant believe i like it now....oh well, if any of you have time, you should participate in the training program...you'll need ..especially for those presentations at the nerdy home of Troy High.
Alright , Im gona write more later since im gona stay up all night, college algebra test tomorrow and i havent done any of the assignments (total of 10-11 assignments to do) =P Fun eh ?

2002-07-20T17:38:00.000-07:00

Ahhh, it has been a fun day...at last lol....yup yup =) becuz Wendy came over! hehe ..man she is hyper hehe and cute/pretti =) And wendy, ur not short..u've grown.... =P =P =P Anyways, she came over and yea, we looked at all the yrbooks except troy's because brian jacked mine for the time being...then we went online and talked with brian lol...wendy, dont get influenced by the power of "beans" haha..anyhooo, i burned her a cd and took some pics...which i'll be uploading soon or u can just go to jenny's findapix.com site to look at it,,whenever she updates it lol.....

2002-07-16T16:22:00.000-07:00

serisouly, this girl is cute...she keeps distracting me , dammit. Go away girl ! Scott, help me dude...i cant ..concentrate.....

P.S. im gona upload some pics later on...for my friend wendy since she doesnt like to read..hehe....o well. message/tell me some suggestions for what kind of pics you ppl want (personal/car/scenery/my room/computer pics??) TELL me!

2002-07-15T22:06:00.000-07:00

there is this cute, korean girl in my trig class...=) that is all i have to say today.

2002-07-14T22:57:00.000-07:00

Well well, it has been a tiring day...first off, yesterday, my bro, cousin, and i went to play badminton at san gabriel...we went around 8pm and didnt come back until 2, lol, because right when we left at 12, my cousin's partner comes haha...so we stayed for another 1 hour and half , then went to Life PLaza to get some boba =) BTW, for you ppl that think im a freak that plays badminton that many hours - i dont play straight for hours and hours haha...actually, i didnt really play that much yesterday...only like 2-3 games...and i got wooped ... u know when was the last time i played a game? a REAL game....dude...i cant even remember....anyways, went to play badminton again today...unusually, i was a lil' better ..a little....yes , a little, i repeat..hehe....

ahh all this fun stuff just makes me angry because i have school tomorrow AND ITS HELL.....four more weeks ..o well

2002-07-13T11:31:00.000-07:00

Ok, I had the weirdest, yet realistic dream I ever had. Ok, it starts out with me in the Dale Carnegie class and I'm presenting myself in front of all these people. I say my name, school I attend, and what I do for fun. Then I go on, describing my vision. So, this lasts about what, 5-10 minutes max? Ok, here's the weirdo part - When I come back to my seat, there is this letter written on my notebook and there is a message from a girl named Christine Chang...She goes on writing about something like hating our last name Chang (since my last name is also Chang), then she goes on, talking about life and its happiness and that I seem so happy and whatnot...NOW, at the end, she says she wants to talk to me more and she gives me a freaking phone number....it was something like 626-205-1369....I was like "what the hell" and then I woke up and it was 10:15am =) now that, I call a weird dream....a very very weird dream...It'll be even scarier if that phone number existed...maybe I should try it? Or you can try it for me =)

2002-07-11T23:48:00.000-07:00

My vision:
My name is Louis Chang, and I am becoming a sophomore at Troy High School. I like to play badminton, tennis, go online, hang out with my friends, movies, etc. My vision for the next 3 to 6 months is very tight and rigorous.
It is mid-January, just after winter break, and I am in the school library with my friend, Brian Wung. We went in around 2pm and we attempted to study, but we ended up falling asleep, as usual. We wake up and its 2:50, and so we hurry and sprint to the locker rooms to change for badminton practice. Practice lasts from 3pm to 6pm. During that time, Brian and I play as doubles partners and we practice and practice. Eventually, we will win the CIF Championships for our school.
Now it is May. Brian and I have won the CIF championships, but now, I concentrate more on academics. I am studying for the AP exams for AP Euro and AP Comp Sci. -I pass with straight 5s on the AP tests and I am happy.
Report cards come around mid-June and so I get it and I have straight As. My mom tells me she is proud of me, but she does not show excitement. It is like she expects me to get it no matter what. Therefore, I continue with my life and I am confident. More importantly, I am myself.

Inspired by the Dale Carnegie -Generation.Next Program-

2002-07-09T21:08:00.000-07:00

...hooly crap, this is worse than troy! I started attending Fullerton College classes on monday...and HELL, IT IS HELL....dude i have to wake up at 6 ! and dont we call this "summer????" geez....oh well, i have to suffer...I went to summer school from 7am to 6pm today! Holy crap.....wats that...9..10....11 ,...ELEVEN HOURS.....not even a smartazz spends that much time at school
my eyes hurt!
..
aw crpapaepr...i cant write anymore.........and i swear....after summer school ends in the first week of august..im goin on a freaking vacation lol....PAINTBALLING!! go go ogog...

2002-07-05T23:32:00.000-07:00

Phew, just came back from badminton awhile ago...MAN, am i tired....havent played "real" badminton in like.....2-3 months lol. Anyways, I'm picking up the pace and I hope to be in shape around end of July (I hope, that is) Ahh, i played with brian, his bro, his cuz, and the cuz's friend...at Fullerton College, which i'll be attending, startin on monday, going to the Trig. class, and then the Alg2 class...

so yea, my "summer school" is finally starting on monday...lets see what i have....i have college classes from 7am-2pm , Monday thru Thursday, and I have Del Carneige Training with brian ( ehhehee) on Mondays and thursdays, i tihnk. YUP YUP FUN AT LAST PUAHAHHA....anyways, im dead tired so i best be going (yea rite, im gona play warcraft 3 !!)

Uh, but one downside, my summer school(s) all end in the first week of August, so i'll have 2-3 weeks of boredom, AGAIN...so if u ppl wanna do anything...just holler at me...yea?

one more thing, PEOPLE - CALL ME, holy crap...i dont care what you talk about..im bored...only jeff and brian call me...but they talk about....uhm uhm ahem ahem,..stuff =) so yea, call please

2002-07-02T22:13:00.000-07:00

Love. Is love provoked by appearance? Or by happiness? Do you find love in your mate because he/she is pretty or funny and heart-warming? You see, people these days often go with appearances. Men think that if a girl is, to say, "hot," then she is all good. In my case, I do not believe this...and I speak from experience. I love a girl because of herself, not her looks. If the girl is..."unattractive" (to the perspective of others), she may be attractive to me. When you start -truly- liking a girl, you will come to love her, she will turn attractive to you because you love her. And because you just don't love her for her looks, but for her personality and the real "she." So you guys, don't love a girl because she is "hot" and then brag. It ain't good. You have to really love her, but nevertheless, this is my theory so I might be all wrong. But, if I am wrong, ha, then I'll be the first one to find out =)

2002-07-01T21:41:00.000-07:00

holy crap - Im freaking tired and I'm walking like im drunk because I just came back from a cruise today (Around 1pm). Man, when I was taking a shower, I was like falling down every 5 minutes - it feels like I'm still on the freaking cruise ship - Oh well, I hope this "syndrome" goes away tomorrow. hehe.

Anyways, the cruise to Ensenada, Mexico was ok. It was kinda lame and boring because I only went with my family. Next time, I want to go to a cruise with my friends, or at least 10 people of my age and interests!
Ok, enough of complaining....Let's see what I did on the cruise - NOTHING lol. Seriously, everyone on the cruise was all lazy! Well for me everyday, I woke up, ate breakfast, sat in the sun listening to music and lookin at the grls (ooops hehe), looked at the competitions, ate lunch, slept, played games, drink pina coladas, ate dinner, watched the evening show, played more, hung around the internet cafe, slept, repeat process again. lol...thats the best haha.

So if you wanna go to a cruise, BRING FRIENDS and tell me, because i wanna go ! lol.

More news - WENDY is back ! Hey Wendy, hope we can hang around this summer haha. Go visit jaclyn or lindsay hehe

Patrick, you know cruises are the best...the grls dude.... =) ur lucky man , the "lap" freaking A, lucky guy...!!!! jealousy !!! mee!!!

2002-06-24T22:40:00.000-07:00

*sighs*
Another boring day has passed by. - OH WELL - It seems like my summer school(s) won't start until the 2nd week of July. So basically, I have about 1-2 more weeks of torturing boredom. Man, that sucks. Anyways, shall I go on to talk about what I did today. Let's see, I saw Exit Wounds TWICE on cinemax, studied some C++ programming language stuff, and I just finished watching Windtalkers (my mom rented it from some chinese store). Ah a day of fun, eh?

Uhm BORING

Im going to Mexico on Friday -hope that is somewhat "entertaining"

P.S. If you guys know any cd's that are recent (music), please email me them or tell me by kickjac4due on AIM or mail me at fk_liberty4life@hotmail.com. Thanks

2002-06-22T22:45:00.000-07:00

Today was a fun day, regardless of the things I did. Not only was it my birthday today, but I think today was a day of understanding-of family and true happiness. I don't really spend that much time with my family since my father is always working, being the ceo of his company....and he has many business trips. But today, we gathered and we went to Olive Gardens and ate and socialized for about 3 hours. It was really fun because the general manager apologized for the "long" waiting since they had lost our order. In result, he gave us 25% discount!!! That was awesome. Also, my family had to, as always, blurt out my birthday, and so the waitresses gave me a chocolate birthday cake along with this apron. They other tables joined in and sang along with my family - It was pretty cool, but embarrassing, but nevertheless, I had to admit I had fun. Therefore, because of these actions and things I did on my birthday, I think I should term this birthday to be the most significant birthday yet....Thank you dad, mom, my bro, my cousins and relatives....and to Joann ! haha for the idea of going to Olive Gardens, I will be asking you for other cool restaurants when the time comes again ! hehe =)

Well, now I have a significant birthday, so what is my "best..or "Fun-nest" birthday? - That would be my 14th Birthday, last year. For that particular birthday, I decided to have a party at a club my father partially owns, the first time ever, lol. At first, I thought nobody would go because I'm just that type of guy that thinks nobody likes him....But, it turned out to be really huge and successful. I had lots of fun with "the grl" =) u know who...and I got lots of presents, but that didnt matter anyways - I just wanted to see others be happy like me. Anyways, It was cool and I wish I knew the troy people that I have gotten to know in my freshman year since they are so cool ! hehe - Well, this is why my 14th birthday was the "fun-nest"...Now you know my life and how I celebrated them. To some, it may seem stupid, but let's just say, if you are one of them - then you don't know the happiness part of life. This is what I have to say - this is my story. What's yours?

2002-06-22T11:40:00.000-07:00

Well well, the day has finally come....I am now 15 - I don't know if I should be celebrating since everyone nowadays is scared of getting old, BUT, Oh well ?! hehe - Anyways, nothing exciting is happening today. I'm just going to go shopping probably with my cousins or whatever, and we going to Olive Gardens for dinner. Hehe, it's a "cool" restaurant, according to Joann, the "COW GIRL" hehe, thx Jo for the idea.

It was funny, yesterday, I could feel myself turning 15...When times are slow, you feel like your in a haze of hallucinations....You can feel yourself going through time, passing those memories along to the next generation....And all you remember is that you were there before, and you survived. It was the time of transcendence, and now it is the time of reminiscing.

2002-06-21T22:53:00.000-07:00

ONE MORE HOUR AND 30 MINUTES UNTIL I AM 15 !!!!! < i was born on 12:30am, June 22, 1987> !!!

yaaay, I just wished I had someone to celebrate it with....if you know what I mean

2002-06-20T22:28:00.000-07:00

Woot, I just came back from my cousin's graduation at Diamond Bar High School...it was pretty tite because they had white doves flying around when the national anthem was being sung...oh, and did i mention? -the grl that sang it had a sweet, beautiful voice =) . Anyways, that took 2 hours, and then we went to eat at "The Boat," another thai cuisine..but i prefer "Banana Bay" its better! So if you havent tried it and your bored out of your mind, go there and enjoy a meal with a thai iced tea (yummy) hehe.

My birthday is coming up. I'm kind of excited, but then I'm not. It's like im freaking turning old but im growing up, haha. I really want to do something for my birthday, but i doubt it since everyone is gone or they dont wanna do anything with me . I guess I'll just sleep the whole day. Wish me Luck, yeah?

Movie-Kate and Leopold
Song-Joey Yung--Who Will Love Me

MINORITY REPORT comes out, hehe - June 21
Louis' bday (Me) - June 22
Mike's (cousin) bday - June 23
Helen's bday =) =) - June 28

This is why June is the bestest month =)

2002-06-18T00:12:00.000-07:00

Another boring day has passed. Today was basically TV day lol. I got up, went to tutor, came back, ate lunch, played cstrike with brian, then tv, then sleep, then dinner, than tv again, and now im here lol. I love my life , do you ? hehehe.
Anyways, nothing exciting happened and i hope something exciting or "interesting" happens tomorrow. Oh yea, which unusually reminds me of those people taking summer school at troy! ahaha, how is it u ppl? Fun, I bet History of Motion Picture is a fun class (has to be better than homo bio)...

Ah, I'm gona have insomnia tonite....DOH ! i hate this....ahaha, this reminds me of a theory of "sleep" that my S.A.T. class teacher told me about..he used this method when he studied in university...i dont feel like talking about it right now since im talking to brian about his dum dum "chrono trigger" sequel program....

2002-06-16T22:49:00.000-07:00

Well it's been a long day...so tired....I went to hospital volunteering and hung out with Cheryl and Ashwin in the cafeteria =P, then i went to see my badminton coach play in competition...freaking a, he lost becuz of his damn sucky, crapass partner. But my coach was all good and he knew .... Anyways, after that I went to BANANA BAY, the bestest restaurant hehe....they had random, no-namer bands singing....no songs caught my attention until they started singing "this i promise you" by n' sync ( known as n*stink)....this song freaking a, reminded me of so sad things ... made me depressed - it just had to be sung...it reminded of -her- eeeer....those were good times....now its like nothing....i guess i am a hopeless romantic...

Anyways, my bday (june 22) is coming up and i wanna go see minority report with my friends at amc on saturday....so if u wana come, just tell me yea?

i just can't help myself..im falling in love with you...it doesn't matter what u say or what u do....just give me a chance and i'll know i'll make u understand....

2002-06-15T23:18:00.000-07:00

Ahhh, another freaking day of tutoring and being bored....i just finished playing gta3..i swear, for all u badasses out there, u'll enjoy this game of mayhem and terrorizing citizens walking down the street...it is quite amusing, if u know what i mean, HEHEHEHEHEh jk jk...anyways, I need to find something fun to do....my friends wanna go paintballing hmm.....lots of people already said they were interested.....so if you or anyone else you know is interested, message me over aim , my sn is "kickjac4due" or email me at fk_liberty4life@hotmail.com aite i have nothing else to say except Sweet Dreamz !!! ahaha , i dont know why i said that.... O_o <-> X_x =P

2002-06-14T15:59:00.000-07:00

WASUP !!! School is finally out! Phew, I can't believe I survived the first year of Troy High School..for you incoming freshman ....good luck and have fun studying =)

Anyways, School's out and what am I going to do ? -NOTHING! Haha, it's always like that. The first couple of weeks are fun because your like "oh gosh no school yaaay time to play!!!" Then, after like 3 weeks, you feel like there is nothing to do and you want to study and be a freaking nerd and go back to school.. It's always like that! unless you go somewhere or out of the country and never come back...now thats tite, lol. Ahh, so whats my summer schedule ? Boring

1-Fullerton College Math courses , College Algebra (Alg2) and Trigonometry
2-Del Carneige
3-Chem Prep
4-SAT
5-Math and English tutors
6-Badminton
7-Recreational Tennis with bro
8-Ap Comp Sci tutoring from the one and only smart whiz comp programmer Brian Wung
9-Counterstrike and games (for only first 3 weeks of summer)
10-DIE

So you like that schedule ? It's pretty nice.....NOT....man, now I'm worrying if i can even survive this summer lol....
Now For Random stuff that has happened since Yesterday...
Hmmm, i just came back from this restaurant called BANANA BAY....mmm hmmmm tasty...its a thai cuisine restaurant and its pretty fancy dancy...NOt..hehhe, lots of young pppl tho...its preti cool, im planning on going there for my bday with my friends..thats if they wanna come.... =) which reminds me...
MY BDAY COMING UP hehehehhehe June 22 !! yaaaay, my cuz bday is june 23!!! and HELEN (sup helen !!!!!!!!) bday is june 28......THEN, cheryl mak's to-be-fav-movie Minority Report is coming out the day before my day JUNE 21, Wahooo!!! This is why I love June ! =P

NOW (u guys have to tell me the truth...) am i really, termed by many quizzes that i took, a "hopeless romantic" ?!??!??!?!?!?!!?! AM I ?!?!?!?!

You're a hopeless romantic. You fall in love easily and quickly, and often have your heart broken. You like romantic movies, books, and you're always trying to think of some way to wow your honey. People call you sentimental or idealistic, and sometimes they even make some comment about they might vomit if they have to listen to go on and on any more. Phew. Some day, though, you will make someone very happy.

Be cool! Take the What Do You Want Out Of Life? Quiz

2002-05-20T22:08:00.000-07:00

Hello once again. It has been...a freaking long time since the last time I blogged, lol. Anyways, I just wanted to tell you guys I won't be updating anymore now until the last day of school, or June 15. I decided that I have too much things to worry about and this is the least of my concerns. Therefore,

NEW SITE IN ONE MONTH!

2002-05-14T20:47:00.000-07:00

Dedicated to Larry:

Larry why u pissing everybody off, just shut the hell up and let it be. damit.

Larry, i dont understand, ur so stupid. U say u want a study group for bio online...when i can only talk for like every 3 minutes, u dumass.

shiznuts, larry has serious over-loaded pms...if i dont respond in 5 seconds, he goes pms mode and starts going on a warning-spasm..shit larry, calm down..just because she's online - no need for pms and happiness...shit.

2002-05-13T22:40:00.000-07:00

Holy crapsss, sorry for those who read about my life. I have'nt posted in the longest time. Oh well, now that I ALMOST finished the bug project, I'll start posting daily again.

This bug crap is bugging the beeep out of me. Every weekend is bug catching. I couldn't even sleep in. What a shame ! Anyways, the project's due tomorrow and I'm almost done while my other friends are pretty much pulling an all-nighter. Good Luck to them. I might even pity them and stay online with them, but I'm going to be playing Jedi Outcast , lol. Screw them! Haha, J/k. Anyways, I got to go down now and finish organizing my stinky insects.

2002-05-07T22:17:00.000-07:00

ahahaha LAKERS suck ! I don't even watch the games and I still know they lost ! That means they must REALLY suck. Oh well, I don't care about b-ball anymore. I used to like it back in the days , when I watched it with my cousins and all.

Too much stuff going on. My mind is so dazy.

Good Nite

2002-05-06T22:48:00.000-07:00

It has been over a month since I started my blog site. Now the questions pops into my mind? Is my life that boring? Or is it average? That is a question that I hope you ppl that have been following me through my major thinkings in life will answer the question of - "Is my life worth it? Is my life a good life?" Please...answer in my guestbook or add a comment......Thank you .

ANALYZE ME !

2002-05-04T21:39:00.000-07:00

Only when Life goes on....When people die.....When we suffer.....When we cry....We start noticing how beautiful life is. We start seeing through the painful sufferings and understanding why we are here....why we do what we want and have to do. Only when life goes on, we want it to hinder down so we can enjoy it more. Other times, we stand by Life painfully and wish for happier endings. And, only when people die, do we start questioning the humanity in our world. Why do people die? Was it destined? Or was it merely a mishap? We'll never know for we are humans. We are oblivious to human nature. Only when we die can we know the great values of life and of our soul and mind. And when we suffer, we cry for sweetness. But, if we suffer, why do we inflict suffering upon others? It is, again, because of human nature. Inside every one of us, we are evil. It is just a matter of how much evil we have in our soul. In the end, suffering brings cries. But why do we cry? To express our sorrow and suffering in liquid? And when all these things happen and go away to its neutral state, that is when we humans start to gather and question our life and what exactly is our's. We may be lucky to come up with answer to life....For Life's answer cannot exist on this world and time...because we have manipulated it and expelled of its content into oblivion.

2002-05-02T19:00:00.000-07:00

Oh man, I haven't posted in a long time (since saturday). Anyways, it's because I've been real busy this week with the stupid block scheduling and taking the Bio test, history test, spanish test, poetry test, and I have to take this test on a book that I haven't even started (~190 pages). Oh well, procrastination at its best ^_^

Hmm, I haven't gone to orchestra for the past 3 months, lol. I was surprised when I received my progress report and I got an A and an O in citizenship/performance. Mr. Costillo is too nice. Arg, I feel bad, but I'm just too damn lazy to go because of all this homework and studying to do. Man, I have to do a 5-pg journal by tomrrow for english lol. It's always english ! ENGLISH ENGLISH ENGLISH ! Geez, I rather do 10 pages of Bio than write. Even though I write well, I just don't like it as much when I have to write about some stupid novel. Anyways, tomrrow will be nice because of short day, but I have to go bug catching, HMPH !, with brian. psssh. Everybody going to watch Spiderman, should I ? NAH ! Just download it, lol. I wish I had someone to watch movies with....which comes to my mind ---

I am now officially over with liking that girl. It's been about 3 weeks since I thought...or even talked to her. Good, I don't want anything with her. Having/liking a girl right now would mess me up, big time. So it's better if I just stay neutral and *look*.

I was inspired (least of all, turned on to write these after a long time....) :
"As i fell into the ocean of sadness, as i was drowning and losing consciousness with reality, i heard a voice…a voice of sweetness that made me realize that there was hope ..hope for us forever...

...I caught a glimpse of her tempting face full of laughter and smiles...It was such a beautiful sight, full of radiance....but soon I realized something...-would i ever talk to her? get to know her? She is such a beautiful girl...but im afraid - afraid of making a mistake and forever making love between us impossible...Why such timidity in me, God? Please, let her be there when I am down. Let her be there when I am feeling angry so I could see her innocent face with her glistening eyes. She completes my day...and so I ask for one thing, if possbile - her friendship and smile.

2002-04-27T14:13:00.000-07:00

REAL saturday : Ahh, my s.a.t prep class was actually fun today because we did.....NOTHING ! I just had to write an essay and take a vocabulary test. Lol, the math guy talked about asian flicks and criticized like any random movie he would think about. He got so hyped up when he talked about the upcoming movie, HERO, with the huge-ass cast, including Jet Li, etc. Lol, even though he says he is a sensitive person, he laughs at scenes of death and love. He says its all like bullshittingly done, lol. One time, my math teacher was watching brave heart with his friend, and they were making negative, sexual comments on the girls in the movies. But at the end, they saw the killing and before, they were all laughing, but at the end, dude, they just sat there silently. The friend goes, "Dude..That was awesome. A great movie" Math teacher, "Dude...I know." They did that for 5 minutes! LOL Then they went to sleep.

Another thing, one of the students, Arthur Choi, mentioned the Mr Steele and his sodomizing and so Chris (the math teacher) talked about his perverted teachers in his JUNIOR high school. One of his teachers purposely knocked down some papers and told a girl sixth grader to pick it up. And when she bent down, he said "nice ass." ..... THAT IS ...like...NASTY....dude.....seriously, teachers these days are freaking horny. Maybe they are too stressed out or something. Man, you teachers need a "normal" sexual life. Shi*, the next thing you know, teachers going to be messing with the students' parents...

2002-04-27T14:06:00.000-07:00

From FRIDAY:

In biology class today, I learned about the population explosion that is supposedly going to happen in the next few centuries or whatever. This was the first time I was actually awake because for some reason, the concept of us dying out intrigued my mind. I don't know if I'm malicious or something, but I am curious to find out how us humans can destroy ourselves by reproducing so freaking much and not looking back. Also, we are doing the harm because we have so much industry and that causes, as all of you people know already, global warming because of the excess amount of C02. If you have kept on reading until this part, that means you are slightly interested in sciences...Lol. Anyways, biology has always been the negative part of my academics life. I always get Bs no matter how much or how I study the damn material. Oh well, I guess I better study a lot for the test on tuesday. I need to seriously get an A because that is the only way I can go to the college and take summer classes, according to Mrs. Rasch. It's going to be a hell of a task, but I'll try my best and won't give into failure. It's all about confidence and experience, not success and negativity.

It's all good....

END FRIDAY

2002-04-25T21:11:00.000-07:00

ahhk! I just ate a Shin Cup Korean Instant noodles - spicy and yummy! =) Now im eating Fuji apples, lol - I'm going to get a stomach ache later - Oh well ! Anyways, I seem happy today but I'm pissed. I received my progress report and let's just say I'm disappointed. I got 2 Bs and the rest were As. Some may say thats good, but for me, it's bullshi*. I "deproved" from last semester/quarter because I had only 1 B and the rest were As. God, my grades just keep on going down and down. How gay ! Damn it, I wish I had straight As , for once! Maybe I've been too distracted by sports or ~her~. It's been a few weeks since I've talked to her. That is good because I have decided not to do anything because the only thing a relationship is going to do is f me up. So I rather stay away and *look X_X*

2002-04-24T21:42:00.000-07:00

Ha! For all of you ignorant tennis players that think you can beat badminton players with ease, read ! - >
Tennis vs. Badminton
Statistics Don't Lie
The speed and the stamina required for badminton are far greater
than for any other racket sport. At the 1985 All England
(Tennis) Championships, Boris Becker defeated Kevin Curren 6-3,
6-7, 7-6, 6-4. At the 1985 World Badminton Championships in
Calgary, Canada, Han Jian of China defeated Morten Frost of
Denmark, 14-18, 15-10, 15-8. The following is a statistical
comparison of those matches.

Time: Tennis, 3 hours and 18 minutes. Badminton, 1 hour and 16
minutes.
Ball/Shuttle in Play: Tennis, 18 minutes. Badminton, 37
minutes.
Match Intensity*: Tennis, 9 percent. Badminton, 48 percent.
Rallies: Tennis 299. Badminton, 146.
Shots: Tennis, 1,004. Badminton, 1,972.
Shots Per Rally: Tennis, 3.4. Badminton, 13.5.
Distance Covered: Tennis, 2 miles. Badminton, 4 miles.

Note that the badminton players competed for half the time, yet
ran twice as far and hit nearly twice as many shots.

*The actual time the ball/shuttle was in flight, divided by the
length of the match.

There you go, you ignorant athletes! Although its old, it's still true. Badminton is the one of the fastest playing sports in the world. So, to Larry, Jeff, Andrew - dont talk shi* about wooping unless you can ACTUALLY do it.

2002-04-23T21:19:00.000-07:00

(PIC error) Be Back in a few days

2002-04-23T20:55:00.000-07:00

Today was uhhh....pretty exciting and weird. First, as all of you troy people probably know, I found out that Mr. Steele, my former Hon. Geometry teacher, was arrested for "sodomy," which, according to www.dictionary.com, is "Any of various forms of sexual intercourse held to be unnatural or abnormal, especially intercourse or bestiality." I, for one, believe that this is disgusting and surprising. I never thought about Mr. Steele as that kind of man....eeek! It's just nasty, dude. But I guess it's life and people are sometimes desperate (oops). I feel like I can't trust the teachers anymore...I never had, but now I'm sure I won't. And I was just beginning to like some of them....Oh well ! Anyways, back to my day. When my badminton coach, Steve, arrived at the gym at La Habra for our game, he told me I would be playing for number 2 singles. I was like , "wtf are you serious" LOL. Turns out I was and I had to pretend to be "Ray." lol since ray was the one who was absent. I was like shi shi shi shi since I didn't actually play singles in a long time, only doubles. Nevertheless, I still beat him, but I got a split. The scores were 15-10, then i lost 10-15 and wooped...kinda.....15-3 wooot woot. After that, I played the number 1 guy, but we didn't finsih , phew! lOl, I was so tired. Anyways, I'm here now and I'm dead tired. Late.

2002-04-22T21:27:00.000-07:00

Why can life be so boring at my age? Isn't it supposed to be fun during my age? I'm a teenager that has no life, but nevertheless, I should try to make it as fun as possible. For instance, today, I came home, took a shower, ate, sat down and began doing my hw until now. I mean, this is my usual routine. Let me correct that, it is MY EVERYDAY routine. YOU see my point? - no life - I need to ....uhh...have some excitement, ya know? Nowadays, I turn on my comp. and just go online, download music, look up personal logs on the internet, and surf asian forums. That is like....stupid! Ahh, it doesn't matter because nobody knows what I'm talking about. It's all good.

Quote: The more you deny, the more you want.

2002-04-21T21:27:00.000-07:00

What the! I'm having mind spasms. I'm like thinking random things in my mind! Like, right now, I'm talking to Cheryl and I just go "Happy Early Birthday!" In my mind, I'm like, "wtF" Dude, this is some serious stuff..All of a sudden, I think about helen......................................................

THis is some serious stuff...stupid mind, stupid brain, stupid me!!!

Happy Late Birthday Lindsay

You see!! Thats what I just thought ! ahh!!! argh!!!!!! NoOooOoOOoOoOOo help me.....

2002-04-21T12:54:00.000-07:00

crap, i woke up today at 11 lol...I slept around 2am watching anime and legally blonde (i was pretty much bored since I didn't have that much hw this weekend because of SAT 9 testing in our school)...Ahh, it seems like I have nothing to do with my weekends now. I used to look forward to the weekends because I would play like a bit4c8h and sleep at like 3 friday and saturday. But now, it's all changed - I dont have that much interest in games, but I do play once in a while. Also, I don't have that young spirit anymore, meaning that I can't stay up late that much. I mean, I could stay up to 2am for one day, but the next day, LIKE today, I would/will be super dooper tired. I guess I can blame it on the many hours that I spend on badminton each day and also on troy hw. Sometimes I think that Troy wants us to suffer, badly. But I guess that's life.

Oh man, I got to go volunteer at the hospital in 1 hour. Personally, I don't really like volunteering because all I do there is .. nothing, lol. When i went to the first-day meeting, they said we were going to have fun interacting with the patients and staff. But so far, I did nothing - I only talk with the secretary and answer about 100 phone calls. Pretty good interactions, huh ? But again, it is volunteering, meaning that I get hours =)

I guess I'll go do my hw now and read Things Fall Apart...It's due in one week, and I haven't even started! I'm a bad boy, as usual. x_X

2002-04-20T14:17:00.000-07:00

Awww, I just came back from S.A.T. class. Holy crap, those classes are like torture, especially after a week's worth of suffering at Troy. It's so boring in that class. So if anyone plans on going to those sat prep classes, be prepared for the worst if you really don't like memorizing vocab and doing countless exercises with SAT diagonistics, which reminds me...I'm getting around 1300-1350s on the sat diags...the guy said it was good for my level, but I personally think it's bullshi3t...
Anyways..the only reason the class is mildly fun is because of the people in it. I sit by this gangsta-lookin sophmore guy named David Lee. He's cool, smart, and funy. Then, in front of us, are these two guys who were in Troy last year and then went to another school.. They're Arthur Choi and Shawn... something... i think....They are so freakin funy lol. They just act dumb and I laugh like hella lots. Anyways, that's all about sat-prepping , (but its not like this at ACI or some other crap institution)

The question is still in my mind....Can it happen...? Do you think its possible? I think so....

2002-04-19T22:26:00.000-07:00

See what Care Bear you are.

Ahh....a question to all the people that actually know me- Am I really that?

It seems like everyday is getting stranger and stranger...Today was just so tiring and I was pretty stressed out. I don't know why, but I seem to be getting lazier everyday. Is it because it's almost summer or what? Damn, I really wish it was. Oh well, 2 more months of suffering.

To all those who participated in the elections campaign, congrats to all those fortunate and unfortunate...It's ok Joyce...you can always try again next year....I'm sure you'll win. And dont say you always lose because you won't .. trust me...

2002-04-18T20:23:00.000-07:00

...So what would u do if u wake up tomorrow
there's no more sorrow
Your dreams came true
so knock on wood and cross your fingers
now count your blessings it might be you
What if you wake up tomorrow
and all your grey skies have all turned blue
How many days do u think you're given
so get on livin it's up to u...

I feel so sad thinking about my future...im afraid...afraid of losing another one...afraid of dying....dont leave...where are you?.........dont give up louis.....never....and i think - will i live?

2002-04-18T01:48:00.000-07:00

hApPiazNgUrL 13: awwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
hApPiazNgUrL 13: aren'r you scared?
KiCk JaC 4 duE: haha scared?
KiCk JaC 4 duE: i have u
hApPiazNgUrL 13: kekeke
hApPiazNgUrL 13: ^O^
hApPiazNgUrL 13: i juss go to sleep if no one's awake
hApPiazNgUrL 13: i get soooooo scared
KiCk JaC 4 duE: haha
hApPiazNgUrL 13: i keep turning aroung and stuff
hApPiazNgUrL 13: cuz i feel like someone's watching meeh
hApPiazNgUrL 13: eekness
hApPiazNgUrL 13: neHooz
hApPiazNgUrL 13: im talking so much
hApPiazNgUrL 13: shoold i shut up
hApPiazNgUrL 13: i think i bettah
KiCk JaC 4 duE: nah its ok
hApPiazNgUrL 13: keke
KiCk JaC 4 duE: keeps me awake
hApPiazNgUrL 13: ok~
hApPiazNgUrL 13: no problem
hApPiazNgUrL 13: ^O^

2002-04-15T22:33:00.000-07:00

Let's see what's on my mind...
>Have you ever wondered where we go after we die? Do our spirit actually go up to heaven or hell? Or do we just stay there, our body in the coffin, never to be heard or seen of again? Are we forgotten?
>What is love? Why do we need love? Is it some required factor of life? Will we survive without it? What if love didn't coexist with us? Would we suffer or not notice at all?
>Imagine humans without feelings and expressions. What a pity.
>Why is sex so desirable?
>Why is school so torturing even though when you are on break, you feel like going back again because it's better than sitting on your ass, doing nothing, staring at thin air, and dreaming about blank spaces.
>Why is it we care so much about ourselves that when we go to the extremes, we hurt others instead of helping anyone at all, including yourself?
>Why are there people like myself that are so bored and blab out their mindless, seemingless, meaningless thoughts on the internet when no one else cares?
>Why can't I stop blogging out all this nonsense?

2002-04-15T20:36:00.000-07:00

Yaay! I just download 2 episodes of Smallville! (dont tell anyone! =P ) Lindsay has inspired me to watch it. She always talks about it so I decided to give it a try. Although I didn't watch it yet...I'm starting to like Lana, that girl. She's Kristen Kreuk in real life. And man, is she pretty. I shuffled through the scenes in the episodes that I downloaded and I come to this scene where Lana and Clark gets wet....in the pool...and start kissing....( wow wow wow x_X !!! ) Ok...anyways... other than that...I think that's the only good news I have so far...

2002-04-15T00:03:00.000-07:00

Dear girl, I don't know who you are yet, but I will find you hopefully in the next year or two. I want you to know that I am no ordinary guy like the others. I am no jock, no nerd. I am just a guy who studies and hopes for a girl to be around with because I am lonely. When we meet, please don't judge me by my looks for I won't judge you by your looks, but your personality and friendliness. Also, remember that I am a very sensitive guy with soft feelings. I may cry in times when you don't expect it. I may do things that are weird, but understand I'm doing it for you and me. I may buy you stuff that you don't like. Last of all, I may fall in love with you....So wherever you are girl, when you meet me, remember that I'm this type of guy. I'll be waiting...for you.

2002-04-11T22:57:00.000-07:00

Another day of my wasted spring break...ahhh....I don't know what I should do...Over this break, I did nothing! except watch movies and hang out with my fortunate buddies Brian and Lindsay. Let's see what I did today...NOTHING! jk jk...Today was actually pretty good! I went shopping (lol, better than anything)...I bought 2 pants, 2 shorts, a pair of K-swiss shoes, a belt, and a shirt..woot...Other than the mall, I just watched movies on HBO and Cinemax...I watched "Someone like you". It's really good, and Ashley Judd looks kinda cute in the movie, hehe. Tomorrow will be worse because I have my tutor...ohh! Last night, I watched The Fast and the Furious until 3am yaaay. Tonight I'm planning on watching my downloaded movie of "A Walk to Remember" and "Blade 2"///

My journaling is getting boring...I need to be inspired by some weird event or spark to provoke my thinking in my weird little brain...Its like in the movie, "Someone like you." Ashley Judd's character gets dumped by her boyfriend,and this compels Judd to come up with a weird, twisted, but true "cow theory," comparing men's behaviour and humanity with of the cow's...\\\I need to be inspired! SO inspire ME! by giving me inspirations in my guestbook and my newly formed FORUM at ezboard.com.... Thanks!

2002-04-10T23:29:00.000-07:00

According to The "Carebear" test on http://www.drudabear.com/quiz.htm , I'm a love-a-lot bear. That means I'm a hopeless romantic that is probably the type to play match maker with all my friends. AND, I also love to be in love, and I am a very loveable person.......To all my friends, am I really that? I mean, I am hopeless, but I can't judge myself as romantic and all that love stuff because I only had one relationship, but that didn't really work out because I was naive. Second, I want to be in love...I'm searching for it, but I just realized that I don't want to have anything to do with love during high school. People might say I'm weird for attempting to not love any girl, but I think it's better for me to just be friends with everybody-I don't want to force myself to be sad everyday thinking of that one girl that I'm still thinking right now. I want to end my suffering-I have found out my weakness-I cannot let go of one strong thing...Now I'm starting to doubt that someone will ever love me...some have told me that I'm sweet and sensitive, but do girls like that? Or do they prefer toughness and machoness in a guy? You see, I'm starting to think that .... eeer..... I'm just alone....I feel so down and sad...I wish...I hope someone will be here....I can't hold up much longer....I wish she was here, just for even a second, so I could look in her the face...But i can't reveal the love to her....She deserves someone else...I'm just another casualty of hopeless love....I am truly a hopeless romantic, searching and failing every time....

2002-04-10T10:49:00.000-07:00

haha yesterday(and today) was crazy...I went bug catching with Brian and Lindsay today at Angeles National Forest and it was pretty tiring. We had to walk and walk and I kind of got bored. Then Lindsay suddenly screams out of no where. It was so funny! She would say "I got a bug! *screams aack!* Never mind!" Funny funny, lol! Brian got bumble bees for all of us, and for me, I didn't do much except catch a few bugs because I was blind without my glasses, which I forgot to bring. After bug catching, Brian came to my house and the night of craziness started. We had bought about 5 bags of chips, loaded with cokes (hell yes). Started playing counterstrike until 10, then started playing Final Fantasy X. Lol, Brian said he could beat me, (my ass). And he didnt! lol. haha, then we watched THe ONe and it was 2am. After that, lol, we watched American Pie 2....uhm...I don't know about you sick perverts out there, but it was nasty! Very Nasty, eeeeewy. THere were some funny parts, but there were just nasty ones. Lol, i like the scene when Stiffler has this girl pour down champagne on him, but she becomes unconscious, and fortunately, there's this guy who needs to go peee badly so he starts peein on stiffler from above. ahhahaha and you should know the rest..lol...Anyways, we ended up sleeping at around 5 and we had to wake up today at 10 because Brian had to get some dum dum TB test. And here I am....o well, I'll write more as my boring-ass day reveals itself

2002-04-08T23:12:00.000-07:00

Wow, didn't write in a long time. Well, today was kind of semi-fun. I woke up, turned on my computer, and played. In result, I pissed off my mom. What a great start of the day. Around 12, I decided, out of no where, to go bug-hunting and play badminton with my friend Brian and bro William. Then, I came home, fell asleep, and now im here. Lol, what a wonderful day, huh? Anyways, spring break is pretty fun so far. I didnt do anything and im looking forward to nothing much. I was planning on going paintballing, but now I doubt it because of my mom.

I started watching Sweet November, but I had to go. Wahhh, it was pretty good, i liked it. O well, I guess I have to download it to watch it. That reminds me of a movie I downloaded - A Walk To Remember....hmmm..I should watch that for now...Alright, I'll write more when I have something actually that is interesting to write.

2002-04-03T18:09:00.000-08:00

ahhh this is the beginning of the hellish night that I am going to have - 4 tests and 3 pages of journal and some stupid project wheels for an autobiography of 270 pages that I UNFORTUNATELY never started...-ALL DUE TOMORROW puahahaha, goods news is that ....hmm...OH YEA!, Cheryl got A on her math test , woot, im proud of you lol....lets see....hmm...seems to be nothing on my mind right now...I guess I'll write more later tonight while im busy doing my crap.

2002-04-02T22:17:00.000-08:00

Ahh, what a torturing day. I fell asleep in 3 of my classes and I am about to fall asleep right here on my computer. Seriously, I can't handle all this schoolwork anymore - Too Much!!! Help me. I wish Spring Break was here already, dammit. This sucks, while Troy has school, everybody else (diamond bar) has this week off, what a gay thing. Aww man, I can't wait until Thursday - hell. Let's see, on that day, I have 3 major tests - Biology, History, and Math. Then I have freaking amount of stuff due for English - some stupid wheel activity, 3 pages of journal of our biography (which I havent even started - 270 pages), and WORD bank, which is your vocab list of 40 words that you never seen before, gathered in the quarter. AHAHHAH, like that huh ?!?! And the good news is that I haven't even started!!! Wooot! I am screwed for life!

Anyways, other than that, I had an -ok- day today. Went to school, fell asleep, played badminton. Oh yea! Badminton. After badminton, Lindsay became dodo again and started punching Brian, calling out "slugbug *color* !!!" Im so serious, I think Lindsay is scary Eeeek ! The other day, she kept on punching my left arm, and when i got back to my house, it started hurting. You guys better keep your distances from Lindsay. She is buff ! (lol). Alrite, I should start on something so I can actually get 30 minutes of sleep on Wednesday night..Late y'all (P.S. sign my guestbook that I created...I'll be trying to add a few more neat things on my journal page)

2002-04-02T00:35:00.000-08:00

I guess today(APRIL 1, 2002) was another depressing and love-stricken day. Got up at 6 as always, ate, and was almost late for the stupid bus. What a life. While I am studying at Troy, being a nerd, my REAL school district has spring break this week -> What a gay thing...O well, In addition to my boring-ass day, Brian and I lost again to stupid Daniel and Phillip in a challenge game in Badminton. What gay! DOH i need to be more cheerful...It's just....argh...I don't feel too good nowadays...may be the stress that has been casted upon me.

For the grl that I've been liking since who knows when I started liking, I'm trying to avoid her now...I don't feel like doing anything right now, no relationships, no fun, no thinking, just studying. My life is depressing to all of those who are reading and don't know me. It's filled with all these senseless thoughts and I don't seem to understand why I always get all these random things in my mind..I guess I'm weird....

Today we talked about poetry in English-It was actually pretty fun, except to those lazi asses(Paul, lol)...Personally, I think poetry is a form of language, a language of self-representation of the mind of one's self. When I feel really bad or like crap, I write poems...about anything. I still remember that time when it was Christmas, and my supposedly girlfriend called me and told me the ACK news....aww man, after that day, I was plain dead...no goals, no anything...my life seemed to end right there, while my heart still beated....I wrote so many poems, one of them I posted and showed it to my friend, Jeff. Some people say im so sensitive (ahem , cheryl)...is that good or bad?

I'll figure out that question someday...somewhere...with someone..../aite, i better get going now, i just wasted 1 hour of my preppy life doing nothing...gota sleep now -.- zzzzZZzzzzZZZzzZZzzzz

2002-03-31T17:28:00.000-08:00

Note:This entry is dedicated to Cheryl Mak, my friend at Troy High. (Woohoo).
Hiya Cheryl, we didnt have hospital volunteering today, (goodie!)..(was i supposed to say that? eeek eer...i mean.....awwww, no volunteering? that means i cant get to save more elderly people and to serve my country !?!?!?! noOOoOooO)....Anyways, lets see what to talk about....oh yea, For those of you that don't know who Cheryl is, all you need to know is that she is obsessed with Josh Hartnett and Tom Cruise...Player! You can only love love love one guy at a time cheryl ! You gota choose, Josh Or Tom...Pretty hard decision, huh? tsk tsk you should choose Josh because DUDE, tom is old old! How can you trust him...he ditched Nicole Kidman ( :( )....Really sad....doh ! I'm not supposed to be making fun Cheryl's "hot guys"....O well , my crzy, senseless thoughts have ended. srry ppl, im out.

P.S. CHERYL MAK IS MEANIE! (jk jk) hehe
LINDSAY IS THE REAL MEANIE! she punched my left upper arm like crzy 5000 times because of those stupid slugbugs (i cant even see them!)...Now I have a bruise! waaaaaah ( jk jk haha)

2002-03-31T17:12:00.000-08:00

Hrmmm, just finished watching Resident Evil on my computer (hehe, I downloaded it, Imma bad boi !)...Now that I finished the movie, I am so pooping bored. Lets see if I have any random thoughts....I dont know-I'm talking to Cheryl right now over aim, woohoo. Argh, I got to do my English Hw, stupid grammar packet.......

2002-03-31T11:54:00.000-08:00

Alrite, I just got this little blogger live journal...Decided to start this out of pure boredom and I wanted a way to express my thoughts (too lazy to write it) ^_^...Aiite, I guess I'll go now and write in this later when random thoughts come to my mind ! Later